Lust for Life

Have you ever been hurt by someone you thought will never hurt you? It's not that the wound hurts. It's realizing who's holding the weapon that attacked you... That's what hurts the most. Losing a friend is truly heartbreaking. Separating from the person you used to know, it feels like a thousand pieces falling apart. And you wish you could fix everything but time takes its all and the moments begin to fade. All the memories you’ve shared together fade away. A loss.

Do u know what’s terrifying?  u NEVER know someone’s true intentions.  u NEVER know what someone’s thinking. Trusting people is scary. knowing that they can go against u at any time. enough to let them into ur life comes with a risk and sometimes it feels like ure stepping into the unknown. its like giving them ur back and a knife, and letting them chose; stabbing or protecting u.  it’s the absolute fear that u never actually know someone’s true intentions like u just have to believe them and hope ur no gettin fucked over?  It's sad and unfortunate when we think some people r genuinely good, but they end up being a big disappointment. Trust is already hard to give, and when this happens, it makes it even harder.