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Sometimes it's hard to say goodbye but it's even worse to hold on.

Have you ever miss someone you’ve never met before, but never let them know because you have this feeling that they're doing just fine without you anyways?

I have.

You know it wouldn’t have worked out, but it’s bittersweet memories that urge you to ask them 'how life’s been going?'. Just to know they have joy & peace. And i dont know what's worse; the fact that i still keep thinking about him in a moments that i shouldn't, moments that i should be paying my attention to the world around me and not just on him, or the fact that i never cross his mind, not even just a single, a solitary moment.

The fact that he didn't think about me at all.

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