Lust for Life

‘In love’ doesn’t even begin to describe what I feel for my man. Even the world and entire universe cant describe how much I love my man. He’s my everything and I hope he knows I’m never going to leave his side. I hope he knows he's my whole world. I hope he knows my heart is so full of him; my mind is always thinking about him; and my love for him will never fade. He makes me feel as though I'm floating through life on a cloud. Regardless of what I may be dealing with each and every day, I’m so happy and grateful to be with him. He’s the first to support me when times get tough. It’s a blessing to have a man that genuinely makes me feel better, even if everything on the outside is going to shit. Ive never felt so loved and secure in my life, i literally cry about it once a month. I feel so seen and understood and strong. I’m so thankful to have a man that genuinely loves me down bad and does any and everything he can to let me know that. I love this man with everything I have ...

Have you ever been hurt by someone you thought will never hurt you? It's not that the wound hurts. It's realizing who's holding the weapon that attacked you... That's what hurts the most. Losing a friend is truly heartbreaking. Separating from the person you used to know, it feels like a thousand pieces falling apart. And you wish you could fix everything but time takes its all and the moments begin to fade. All the memories you’ve shared together fade away. A loss.

Do u know what’s terrifying?  u NEVER know someone’s true intentions.  u NEVER know what someone’s thinking. Trusting people is scary. knowing that they can go against u at any time. enough to let them into ur life comes with a risk and sometimes it feels like ure stepping into the unknown. its like giving them ur back and a knife, and letting them chose; stabbing or protecting u.  it’s the absolute fear that u never actually know someone’s true intentions like u just have to believe them and hope ur no gettin fucked over?  It's sad and unfortunate when we think some people r genuinely good, but they end up being a big disappointment. Trust is already hard to give, and when this happens, it makes it even harder.