Lust for Life

Life was good when all we have to deal with is food, studies and playing. And when im at school, it's just all about community and support and high hopes.  Not enough people talk about how the transition to adulthood is sucks. I don’t have the privilege of crying whenever i want to. I have to dress well, smile big and communicate in an event that i never wanted to attend. I really gotta show up to everything even when im feeling extremely down, when all what i rly needed was to rot in bed and forget about my entire existence Adulthood sucks I have to think about so many thing just before making a plan. I have to adjust so many thing, postpone my work & make some time out to meet with friends. Life was so good earlier when we just used to make plan just one day ago.  No rethinks, no tension. But adulthood makes me realize that life is not about having a life with no problem.  It’s about learning how to deal with your problems.  You’ll always have issues.  Lea...

The biggest lesson my life has taught me is that there is no need to rush.  I have to decide what to cherish, what to leave behind, what to rely on, what to bid farewell to, what to seek anew, and what to dedicate the rest of my life. No need to rush. I want to think seriously so that I won't have any regrets. What is meant for me, will come to me. What is coming to me, is meant for me. And things that are meant to me, will find their way back to me.  Regardless of how desperately i need it, Gods timing be the best. When my soul, heart & body is in the right place, be sure of deliverance & if not, be sure it wasn’t meant for me, it’s not good for me. God knows best & knows the disaster that could happen if granted. All things in due time.  All good & bad & even the indifferent.  All things will be in their own due time. Just have faith.  It will take time though.